From: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com (buffyfic-digest) To: buffyfic-digest@lists.xmission.com Subject: buffyfic-digest V2 #125 Reply-To: $SENDER Sender: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com Errors-To: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com Precedence: bulk buffyfic-digest Monday, April 13 1998 Volume 02 : Number 125 In this issue: BUFFYFIC: BBETA: Life's A Bitch (2/?) BUFFYFIC: Inner Demons Help BUFFYFIC: Cordelia's Mind (1/1) BUFFYFIC: BBETA: Life's A Bitch (3/?) See the end of the digest for information on (un)subscribing to the buffyfic or buffyfic-digest mailing lists and on how to retrieve back issues. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Mon, 13 Apr 1998 12:04:10 EDT From: G90210 Subject: BUFFYFIC: BBETA: Life's A Bitch (2/?) AUTHOR'S NOTE: This was just a thought I had one day. Because Buffy has to deal with stuff, most people don't think exist(right they don't, come on now for my own mentalness, they don't!) What about when she has to face real stuff, like real diseases, like AIDS. I don't know why I thought of this, but oh well I did. TITLE: Life's A Bitch AUTHOR: mInDy (G90210@aol.com or LoveAVamp@aol.com) SUMMARY: I don't know how to write one to this, so read.......it's about Buffy and Angel for those of you who it matters too. SPOILERS: None at the moment. TIME LINE: After S/I IMPORTANT: Angel IS good in my story, he does has soul, and the curse can't be broken this time. DISCLAIMER: I own nothing!! WARNING: Major character dies. Look at the title and the language will be explained. Life's A Bitch by: mInDy *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* When Buffy woke up, Angel was gone. In the spot where he was just a few hours ago, was a streak of sunlight and a note. Buffy smiled to herself. *Thank God he's ok, I don't know if I could handle losing him again.* Buffy read the note and got up to get in the shower. After she got out of the shower, and got dressed, she decided to walk to Angel's, she just had to see him, and sense it was summer, there was no school. For some odd reason, Buffy felt weaker than normal. *I didn't feel like this last time, maybe it's because it lasted longer, I'll have to talk to Giles, just leave out the sex part.* The thought of talking to Giles about sex, gave her chills. *Anybody that old shoudn't have sex. Wait a minute............except for speacil cases like Angel, or when she gets that old. If she got that old.* Buffy always hated it when that thought came in her head. She wasn't gonna be able to grow old, and have kids, and die an old lady in her warm bed. She wasn't that lucky, nooooo she had to have a birth right. But if it wasn't for that birth right, there would be no Angel. Angel, a good thought. In her words "The one freaky thing in my one freaky world, that still makes sense to me." She loved him more than she thought possible. A slayer and a vampire, now throw that one at Shakespear. Two families who didn't want their kids to be together, how about being born enemies by nature, and having no other choice, no way to make ammends. *Oh well, at least we've had a little, which is better than none.* As Buffy thought, she eventually made it to Angel's apartment. She knocked on the door slowly. She still couldn't believe what happened did. Angel opened the door and saw her standing there, and smiled. "Hey," Buffy said first, a little nervous but not by much. "Hey," Angel said back. Before either could get in anymore words, Angel's phone rang. He went to go answer it, Buffy followed "Hello," Angel spoke into the phone. "Hi, Angel, this is Giles. I called Buffy's house and she wasn't there, I'm guessing she's with you?" Giles spoke. "Yeah she's hear, why?" "Well, cause I found a really odd saying in one of my books." "Yeah what is it?" "Well, it......uh.....says, that for if the slayer is by in anyway, not a virgin, under the next full moon, she will, ummm.......lose all her strength for the next 7 days and 7 nights. And sense I know, well.....you know, this applies to Buffy, and I thought she should be warned." "Ok, Giles. Thanks, by the way when is the next full moon?" "Tomorrow night, I'm afraid." "Well, ok, I'll tell Buffy then." Angel hung up the phone and looked at Buffy. How was he going to explain this to her? ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* End Part 2 FEEDBACK.....pleaze!!!!!!! - - ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 13 Apr 1998 10:13:14 PDT From: "Black Fire" Subject: BUFFYFIC: Inner Demons Help Ok. I need a little bit of help here. The disk on which I have all my Fan-Fic stuff decided to do something weird with my Inner Demons file and now, I can't access it at all. So, if someone still has it, could anyone send me a copy of the revised version of my story? Thanks, The Black Fire Blackfire42@hotmail.com http://www.geocities.com/Area51/Shadowlands/4203 ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com - - ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 12 Apr 1998 22:54:04 -0700 From: taygeta@juno.com (Charity C Tran) Subject: BUFFYFIC: Cordelia's Mind (1/1) Title: Cordelia's Mind By: Taygeta E-mail: Taygeta@juno.com Feedback: Do, please, I love feedback. Good or bad, it helps me improve. Disclaimer:The Buffy characters portrayed in this story and any other references to Buffy the Vampire Slayer are the property of its creater Joss Whedon, and its owners Mutant Enemy productions, Kuzui Productions, Sandollar Productions, and 20th Century Fox. Author's note: Okay, I know it's not the best story in the world. I did this on a quickie, throwing a whole bunch of stuff. So, Cordy comes out a little ditzy, I know she's a smart girl, I just had to use her usual complaints. The last line was added for a funny, and hopefully everyone will remember that line from an episode that I forgot the name of. To make a long story short, this contains spoilers. ********************* Cordelia's Mind By: Taygeta Okay, I'm jealous. I admit it, but what girlfriend wouldn't be? I don't know why I put up with it, and sometimes I wonder if I really, *really* like him at all. Half the time I want to kill him and the other half kiss him. The guy may be a dork, but I have to say he knows how to kiss. I don't see why he has this obsession over the slayer, anyway! The girl's a nutcase and she's totally in love with a vampire. Admittably, Angel is cute, but the blood-sucking bit is a real turn-off. Who does he think he is anyway? Always rambling on about Buffy this, Buffy that. Who does he think he is, Buffy's White Knight? God, the girl can break him in half if she wanted to, what can he do for her? And when I'm in a crisis, what does he do? Call Buffy. My boyfriend is a wimp...but he's so sweet and cute and so nice sometimes. Hmm... Then there's his long-time best friend Willow. If it's not Buffy this, Buffy that, it's her. I don't know if he'll ever face the fact that Willow's dating Oz, who isn't the greatest catch kind of on the short side, but he and Willow are a cute a couple. Everyone thinks that I have a selfish complex, I don't! I *really* don't! I think about other people, all the time! Like yesterday, I helped Xander get the start of a new wardrobe. Do you think I want to have a boyfriend that isn't color-coordinated? Please. And the day before, I was giving Buffy tips to get rid of that thing on her face. You know, that thing? Why is it that I'm the only one that's noticed it? After all it's right there! No one can miss it... God, thought Cordelia's brain, my job sucks. _____________________________________________________________________ You don't need to buy Internet access to use free Internet e-mail. Get completely free e-mail from Juno at http://www.juno.com Or call Juno at (800) 654-JUNO [654-5866] - - ------------------------------ Date: Mon, 13 Apr 1998 14:05:45 EDT From: G90210 Subject: BUFFYFIC: BBETA: Life's A Bitch (3/?) AUTHOR'S NOTE: This was just a thought I had one day. Because Buffy has to deal with stuff, most people don't think exist(right they don't, come on now for my own mentalness, they don't!) What about when she has to face real stuff, like real diseases. I don't know why I thought of this, but oh well I did. TITLE: Life's A Bitch AUTHOR: mInDy (G90210@aol.com or LoveAVamp@aol.com) SUMMARY: I don't know how to write one to this, so read.......it's about Buffy and Angel for those of you who it matters too. SPOILERS: None at the moment. TIME LINE: After S/I IMPORTANT: Angel IS good in my story, he does has soul, and the curse can't be broken this time. DISCLAIMER: I own nothing!! WARNING: Major character dies. Look at the title and the language will be explained. Life's A Bitch by: mInDy *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "So you're saying, that after tomorrow night, for the next 7 days, I'll be just as weak as a normal teenager?" Buffy asked. "Yeah, I guess that's what I'm saying. Which means Buffy, DON'T get yourself in any trouble, if the other vampires know about this, they will certainly be out after you." Angel warned her, concern showing very clearly in his eyes, for her. "Oh yippi. So in other words I'm stuck staying in for the next week, huh?" "No not exactly, if I'm there, it would be ok, but most likely it would be easier if you just stay in side." "No Bronze?" "No Bronze." Angel stated for her. "Man, my social life is already bad enough that I'm dating 242-year-old, but now, I can't even go out at night!" Buffy said and smiled up at Angel,"So what am I gonna due for the next week? My mom's gone, remember?" "Oh yeah, well you could always stay with me. I would feel better if you were here." Angel said to her leaning closer. "I was hoping you would say that, sooooooo let me go home and get some close and stuff, ok?" "Yeah, that's fine with me." Angel said, and leaned down, and gave her a kiss on the lips. "Ok, then I'll be back BEFORE sundown, don't wanna push my luck." Buffy said and walked out the door. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Buffy left her house a little later than planned, but she got to Angel's on time. *This is gonna be one weird week! I mean I'm so use to having my strength, I don't know how, I'm gonna be without it. Oh well, I get to be with Angel for a week, a plus side to this bad note.* The night went on, and Buffy didn't leave Angel's house, she said she wouldn't, why he made a trip to the hospital. While she was gone, Buffy was laying in Angel's bed listening to music on her headphones, when she heard the door open, she figured it was Angel, so she went out into the living room, to see him. When she got out there, there was guy with a mask on. He was about 5'10, Buffy guessed. The guy saw Buffy and went over to her with his gun pointing at her. Buffy started to get really scared, she couldn't fight, she couldn't do anything. She was the normal teenager, she always wanted to be. The events that happened next, were all a blur to Buffy. She remembered trying to fight him off. After she lost that, he pinned her down, and then pinned her body down with his body. He raped her, and the whole time, Buffy was praying Angel would hurry up and come back. The guy left, before Angel ever came back. When Angel came down the stairs to his apartment, the door was wide open. When he walked in, he found Buffy, on the floor, curled up in a ball crying, with her clothes torn off. "Buffy, God, what happened?" Angel screamed out, and ran to her side, dropping the blood in his hands on the floor. "Buffy, what happened?" he asked again. "Some guy .......broke in here....and......he....r-r-r-raped me." That's what broke Angel. He couldn't stop crying. "God Buffy, I'm so sorry I didn't get here sooner." "It's not your fault." Angel picked Buffy up, and put her in his bed, and covered her up. Then he got in bed next to her, and held her, and once she fell asleep, he got up, and cleaned up the mess in his apartment, put the blood in the fridge, and shut the door and locked it. After he did all that, he went back in his room, got ready for bed, and curled up next to Buffy, and went to sleep. *~!~*~!~*~!~*~!~*~!~*~!~* End of Part 3 Feedback......pretty please with sugar on top! - - ------------------------------ End of buffyfic-digest V2 #125 ****************************** To subscribe to buffyfic or buffyfic-digest, send the command subscribe buffyfic-digest or subscribe buffy to majordomo@xmission.com. You will need to go through a confirmation process, and the listowners have to manually approve your subscription request, so it may take some time. 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