From: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com (buffyfic-digest) To: buffyfic-digest@lists.xmission.com Subject: buffyfic-digest V2 #244 Reply-To: $SENDER Sender: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com Errors-To: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com Precedence: bulk buffyfic-digest Thursday, June 25 1998 Volume 02 : Number 244 In this issue: BUFFYFIC: Argh, correction on the last thing I posted... BUFFYFIC: Charlotte Sometimes (part 38) BUFFYFIC: Charlotte Sometimes (part 38 too) BUFFYFIC: Diaries 5 - Giles BUFFYFIC: Diaries 4 - Xander BUFFYFIC: Reflections 1/7 BUFFYFIC: "Fallen From Grace" (Prologue/11) BUFFYFIC: BBETA: REPOST:Life's A Bitch(1/?) BUFFYFIC: REPOST: Life's A Bitch(2/?) BUFFYFIC: REPOST: Life's A Bitch(3/?) BUFFYFIC: REPOST:Life's A Bitch(4/?) See the end of the digest for information on (un)subscribing to the buffyfic or buffyfic-digest mailing lists and on how to retrieve back issues. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 25 Jun 1998 01:47:33 EDT From: Subject: BUFFYFIC: Argh, correction on the last thing I posted... This is what I get for trying to post at one thirty in the morning, eh? The title of the story, which I screwed up TWICE, is: "The Graveyard Shift At 92.4 FM" Thank you. ::bows and exits stage left:: R ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 25 Jun 1998 00:30:00 -0700 From: _-Sun-_ Subject: BUFFYFIC: Charlotte Sometimes (part 38) I'm sorry it's so short and that I skipped a lot, but it just wasn't enough fun to write Dru's big get away scene ;) Charlotte Sometimes (part 38) Drusilla stumbled through the woods. The pain that was coursing through her body made her vision fade. The pain that started at her ankles, and wound around her body, to her beaten and scratched legs, to her broken ribs - or at least she assumed. But the sight she was before her, as she blink a couple times to clear her thought, and be sure of what she may be seeing - the large thick road ahead of her. Drusilla began to laugh. Seeing the road to her house, seeing her path out of dissertation. She knew where she was. After endless pain and walking, she knew. Less than 5 miles from her house now! The large cross was hanging high in the air. Less than 2 miles from the church! She couldn't stop the tears from falling, or the unbearable pain that caused them, but she could see hope. Drusilla's dress scattered behind her, barely clinging to her dirty skin as she ran to the road. And though she immediately fell onto her swollen ankle, a hideous black color. She got right back up, limping and jogging, things were looking up! She was safe in the sun, and she was almost home! * The priest dropped his papers as he hurried ahead to the visitor at the large doors. It was Drusilla who stood outside, leaning against the wooden doors, barely keeping herself stable, trying futily to cleanse her face with dirty fingers, but unable to concentrate on looking her best. Tears rolled from her eyes as he large wooden door gave way, and she fell into the arms of priest. He gasped at the sight before him, as Drusilla feinted in his strong arms. The man picked up her legs, carrying her away from the door. "Sisters!" He screamed and was immediately surrounded by four to five nuns... - -- _-SuN-_ SD - Http://home.earthlink.net/~kbleyle/SD/index.html K - http://home.earthlink.net/~kbleyle/kinky/ Daylight licked me into shape, I must have been asleep for days. And moving lips to breathe her name, I opened up my eyes And found myself alone alone. Alone above a raging sea That stole the only girl I loved, And drowned her deep inside of me (The Cure) _ - _Spikette _ Dru's Dolly - Mercenary_ - _ _ - _ Head Dominatrix in the Evil _ - _ _ - _ Plan For World Domination, _ - _ _ - _ With Chains and Stuff _ - _ ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 25 Jun 1998 00:38:02 -0700 From: _-Sun-_ Subject: BUFFYFIC: Charlotte Sometimes (part 38 too) oh wow! I forgot a part.. heh.. I'm sorry again! Charlotte Sometimes (part 38 too) She had awoken in darkness, which of course had immediately frightened her. Screaming she'd ripped at the thick covers the engulfed her body. When she was surrounded by nuns, coming from all sides she'd felt claustrophobic and hissed at them. Yelling and screaming. When one came eventually close enough to the hysterical child she ripped off the cross around the sisters neck, giving the lady quiet a fright - but it had calmed down Drusilla, praying and thanking the lord for saving her. It took less then an hour of crying and begging, but now, finally she was on the road back to her house in a large black carriage. Giving the wooden cross a death grip she prayed that Lydia would be safe..... To be continued VERY soon * - -- _-SuN-_ SD - Http://home.earthlink.net/~kbleyle/SD/index.html K - http://home.earthlink.net/~kbleyle/kinky/ Daylight licked me into shape, I must have been asleep for days. And moving lips to breathe her name, I opened up my eyes And found myself alone alone. Alone above a raging sea That stole the only girl I loved, And drowned her deep inside of me (The Cure) _ - _Spikette _ Dru's Dolly - Mercenary_ - _ _ - _ Head Dominatrix in the Evil _ - _ _ - _ Plan For World Domination, _ - _ _ - _ With Chains and Stuff _ - _ ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 25 Jun 1998 19:16:22 +0100 From: "Mark Jones" Subject: BUFFYFIC: Diaries 5 - Giles Feedback - please please please!! It DOES help me! Send to Rach@altitudeprods.demon.co.uk Disclaimer: Not mine Summary - nothing bad has happened. Just a quick look in Giles's diary. DIARIES 5 - Giles ********************** Dear Diary. Nothing much happened. I just don’t know what to do about Buffy though, she really should learn to do research by herself; I won’t be here forever. She also needs to be much more disciplined with herself, that way it would be possible to research and be more prepared herself, instead of leaving it all to me and Willow. I know Xander and Cordelia help as well, but somehow, I don’t think that they get much done, there’s something very strange about them… I still worry about her seeing Angel though, I know he thinks he loves her, but what if he changes, he would be her biggest threats, especially if he joined forces with Druscilla and Spike; and I don’t think she would be able to harm him, even to save herself. I know she is physically very strong, but what about mentally? What would happen? I’ll have to find out a bit about Angel and what he was like before he had a soul and was as bad as the rest of them; I’ll have a talk with her about it tomorrow, she won’t be happy… Anyway, enough worry for one night! Jenny’s great as well, if she keeps going, she may even convince me to use a computer, and I may even _like_ it!!!! If only I was a bit younger though, I would be much more use to Buffy, and Angel as well I guess, because I could actually help them, and maybe even kill a vampire, it’s been a while… Goodnight, Rupert Giles. *************** Feedback Rach@altitudeprods.demon.co.uk ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 25 Jun 1998 19:02:15 +0100 From: "Mark Jones" Subject: BUFFYFIC: Diaries 4 - Xander Feedback - please please please!! It DOES help me! Send to Rach@altitudeprods.demon.co.uk Disclaimer: Not mine Summary - nothing bad has happened. Just a quick look in Xanders diary. DIARIES 4 - XANDER ***************************** Dear Diary It’s me here, Xander. Life is going so well, except for girls, so I guess it’s not going well at all! Cordelia is great, but I hate the way she won’t let us ‘come out’ into the open, I mean what’s the big deal, I don’t think that I am so bad, so why does she? She just thinks she can treat me how she wants, when she wants. She’s great, but when will we stop having to go into closets [even though I love that!!!!!], when will she be able to accept me for me, when will she start to treat me like a person??? Even Ms Calendar is open about her and Giles, so why not Cordy and me? But is it Cordy that I want?? What about Buffy, I mean it’s not like she will be with dead boy forever, I do have a chance, don’t I?? It’s strange that Willow has a guy though, I don’t know why, but it is. I mean I want her to be happy and all, but she’s Willow. What does this mean? Why is life so confusing? I have just spent the whole evening researching about different vamps to top off the day. It’s harder to come up with excuses to tell mom though – ‘cos I’m sure she knows that homework has never taken me five hours before; and that I rarely do it especially not in the school library!!! Oh well, I’ll just wait and see what happens. Goodnight, Xander. ********* Feedback: Rach@altitudeprods.demon.co.uk ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 25 Jun 1998 19:28:30 EDT From: Subject: BUFFYFIC: Reflections 1/7 Author~Shani Timeline~ let’s say between Go Fish and Becoming I & II--Becomings will not happen here Summary~ Angelus becomes Angel, but has some thinking to do before going to Buffy...if he decides to go to Buffy at all. Disclaimer~ The characters of Buffy the Vampire Slayer belong to Joss Whendon, Mutant Enemy Productions, Kuzui Enterprises, Sandollar Productions, and 20th Century Fox. No infringement intended. Story for entertainment purposes only. Feedback~ YES, YES, YES, YES!! Please send all comments to TruPhile@aol.com Sitting in a sunny field, the dark haired man looked in the mirror. He stared at his reflection. Behind him, a young women approached. Her honey- blonde hair blew in the wind. He turned to reach for her hand. As the two made contact, the young woman faded to dust. Angelus awoke, over come with an odd sense of sadness and loss. Disgusted, he stood. The room was dark, the way he liked it, the way he needed it. There was a strange silence. A silence so thick that it began to suffocate him. A brilliant light began to glow. ‘No!’ he wanted to scream, but was unable. He dropped to his knees. The dark haired man stood on his knees. The bright light beginning to slowly fade. He fell back. The look of anger now gone, replaced with that of confusion and innocence. The light was finally out. Realization struck him. He sobbed softly. Crying for those that his body had destroyed. Crying for the innocent dead. Angel finally stood up. He carefully made his way to the door. He stepped outside. Looking first to make sure there was no one around, he ran. Angel wasn’t quite sure where he was going. On instinct he stopped, just as he had started. Finding himself in the cemetery, he glanced around. There she was. She looked older. Even from his distant vantage point, he could see that she looked considerably lonely. He wanted to go to her, but wouldn’t. Not yet. Not after all he had done. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Buffy felt a presence. She looked around, letting her slaying instincts take over. She couldn’t sense any vampires. Not even a nearby demon. ‘Well, it’s almost sunrise anyway.’ she thought. After taking one more look around, the Slayer left the grave yard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Relieved that Buffy had left without seeing him, Angel went to his apartment. ‘She should have been able to sense the demon within me, right?’ Ignoring the thought, Angel continued home, hoping to get there before the sun came up. ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 25 Jun 1998 19:43:26 EDT From: Subject: BUFFYFIC: "Fallen From Grace" (Prologue/11) Inspired by: Watching Luke Perry's performance in the movie with Sarah a month or so ago, "Fire Escape" by Fastball, "Narcolepsy" and "Motorcycle Drive By" by Third Eye Blind. Thanks to: Jen, Sarah, Helen, not only for being wonderful, wonderful beta- readers, but also for putting up with my fits and starts of writing. Thanks again to all three of them for helping me through the tough spots. Notes: Takes place the January or so of Angel's change. Disclaimers: Blake and the Coordinator, etc, are mine. The rest would appear to belong to High God Joss. Feedback: YES! To KylenRevik@aol.com, please, whether it be good or bad or something in-between. And feel free to e-mail me for missing pieces, too, later on in the story. And now, on with the show! ~ "Fallen From Grace" Prologue "There can be only one," said the dark-skinned man. He was seated in shadows, the only visible light being that which bounced off the lenses of his wire-rimmed, tinted glasses. He was staring, it would have appeared to an outsider, in the direction the young man standing in front of him with a file folder and a smirk on his face. "Not anymore," replied the young man, laying the folder on the desk. "Look, sir, if you would, at the case before you." The man pulled the folders close, flipping them open, running his fingers over the pages. "I see..." he said quietly, feeling the raised dots before him. "Quite interesting." "Isn't it, though?" asked the young man, his blue eyes sparkling with the knowledge of accomplishment. "And we can increase their numbers, Sir, if you'd let me take on a slight...project." "More Slayers." The blind man thought for a few seconds, then nodded. "We do need more than the one. To combat the coming darkness." "Exactly, Sir. May I consider myself to have been given permission, then?" The blind man did not respond, only nodding in agreement. With a slight smile and more of a spring in his step, the younger man wp turned and walked out of the room. ~ Comments to KylenRevik@aol.com, please! ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 25 Jun 1998 20:51:38 EDT From: Subject: BUFFYFIC: BBETA: REPOST:Life's A Bitch(1/?) TITLE: Life's A Bitch AUTHOR: mInDy (G90210@aol.com or sLaYeR262@aol.com) SUMMARY: I don't know how to write one to this, so read.......it's about Buffy and Angel for those of you who it matters too. SPOILERS: None at the moment. TIME LINE: After S/I IMPORTANT: Angel IS good in my story, he does has soul, and the curse can't be broken this time. DISCLAIMER: I own nothing!! WARNING: Major character may or may not dies. Look at the title and the language will be explained, but really it's not that bad. Life's A Bitch by: mInDy *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Buffy sat in her room. *It's so quiet in here this late.* Buffy thought, but that thought left when she heard someone jump up on her roof. *What the----* She saw Angel starring at her. Part of her felt fear run through her, cause it wasn't so long ago, he was her enemy and wanted her dead. The other part, didn't know how to feel right now. She loved him, true. She trusted him, false/true. She wasn't sure yet, and she wasn't sure if she ever would be. "Hey," Angel said, after starring at her, wishing he knew what she was thinking. "Hey," Buffy said. Nobody said anything else or moved, their words just hung in the air. Both scared to death of each other, but both madly in love. Buffy broke the silence, "Angel aren't you gonna......" "I can't remember the little....umm..." He said a little nervous, wondering how he was gonna do this. "Oh yeah that." Buffy said looking down, she was just as nervous, the last time they were alone, when he was good, was that wonderful night. "Angel, come...." "Buffy, DON'T, it's to dangerous for you to do that." He said almost screaming at her for trying to invite her in. "Oh ok, Angel, so were gonna.....Come In, Come In, Come In..Oooppps I said it, sorry, guess you're gonna half to COME IN." Buffy said to him, and smiled, trying to break the tension that was building in between them. Angel just rolled his eyes at her. He loved her, and he prayed to God that one day they could be together like before. When Angel got in side, he sat at the end of Buffy's bed. He kept looking at her. *Man if I wasn't a vampire, my palms would be sweating very bad right now.* *I guess since he ain't gonna make the first move, I will.* Buffy leaned over to him, and kissed him, hard. Angel responded, immeadately. He wanted nothing more than this. When they fell on the back on the bed Angel spoke up, "Buffy, what about your Mom?" "She's off at some art thing. God, Angel, I've missed you so much." "I've missed you, too." It seemed like all the tension that was between them, left without a trace. That night was just like before, but better, in some. The whole damn world could have gone to hell, and they wouldn't have cared, they were where they wanted to be, in each other's embrace. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* TBC........... ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 25 Jun 1998 20:52:38 EDT From: Subject: BUFFYFIC: REPOST: Life's A Bitch(2/?) SEE PART ONE FOR DISCLAIMER Life's A Bitch by: mInDy *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* When Buffy woke up, Angel was gone. In the spot where he was just a few hours ago, was a streak of sunlight and a note. Buffy smiled to herself. *Thank God he's ok, I don't know if I could handle losing him again.* Buffy read the note and got up to get in the shower. After she got out of the shower, and got dressed, she decided to walk to Angel's, she just had to see him, and sense it was summer, there was no school. For some odd reason, Buffy felt weaker than normal. *I didn't feel like this last time, maybe it's because it lasted longer, I'll have to talk to Giles, just leave out the sex part.* The thought of talking to Giles about sex, gave her chills. *Anybody that old shoudn't have sex. Wait a minute............except for speacil cases like Angel, or when she gets that old. If she got that old.* Buffy always hated it when that thought came in her head. She wasn't gonna be able to grow old, and have kids, and die an old lady in her warm bed. She wasn't that lucky, nooooo she had to have a birth right. But if it wasn't for that birth right, there would be no Angel. Angel, a good thought. In her words "The one freaky thing in my one freaky world, that still makes sense to me." She loved him more than she thought possible. A slayer and a vampire, now throw that one at Shakespear. Two families who didn't want their kids to be together, how about being born enemies by nature, and having no other choice, no way to make ammends. *Oh well, at least we've had a little, which is better than none.* As Buffy thought, she eventually made it to Angel's apartment. She knocked on the door slowly. She still couldn't believe what happened did. Angel opened the door and saw her standing there, and smiled. "Hey," Buffy said first, a little nervous but not by much. "Hey," Angel said back. Before either could get in anymore words, Angel's phone rang. He went to go answer it, Buffy followed "Hello," Angel spoke into the phone. "Hi, Angel, this is Giles. I called Buffy's house and she wasn't there, I'm guessing she's with you?" Giles spoke. "Yeah she's hear, why?" "Well, cause I found a really odd saying in one of my books." "Yeah what is it?" "Well, it......uh.....says, that for if the slayer is by in anyway, not a virgin, under the next full moon, she will, ummm.......lose all her strength for the next 7 days and 7 nights. And sense I know, well.....you know, this applies to Buffy, and I thought she should be warned." "Ok, Giles. Thanks, by the way when is the next full moon?" "Tomorrow night, I'm afraid." "Well, ok, I'll tell Buffy then." Angel hung up the phone and looked at Buffy. How was he going to explain this to her? ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* End Part 2 ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 25 Jun 1998 20:53:31 EDT From: Subject: BUFFYFIC: REPOST: Life's A Bitch(3/?) SEE PART ONE FOR DISCLAIMER Life's A Bitch by: mInDy *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* "So you're saying, that after tomorrow night, for the next 7 days, I'll be just as weak as a normal teenager?" Buffy asked. "Yeah, I guess that's what I'm saying. Which means Buffy, DON'T get yourself in any trouble, if the other vampires know about this, they will certainly be out after you." Angel warned her, concern showing very clearly in his eyes, for her. "Oh yippi. So in other words I'm stuck staying in for the next week, huh?" "No not exactly, if I'm there, it would be ok, but most likely it would be easier if you just stay in side." "No Bronze?" "No Bronze." Angel stated for her. "Man, my social life is already bad enough that I'm dating 242-year-old, but now, I can't even go out at night!" Buffy said and smiled up at Angel,"So what am I gonna due for the next week? My mom's gone, remember?" "Oh yeah, well you could always stay with me. I would feel better if you were here." Angel said to her leaning closer. "I was hoping you would say that, sooooooo let me go home and get some close and stuff, ok?" "Yeah, that's fine with me." Angel said, and leaned down, and gave her a kiss on the lips. "Ok, then I'll be back BEFORE sundown, don't wanna push my luck." Buffy said and walked out the door. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Buffy left her house a little later than planned, but she got to Angel's on time. *This is gonna be one weird week! I mean I'm so use to having my strength, I don't know how, I'm gonna be without it. Oh well, I get to be with Angel for a week, a plus side to this bad note.* The night went on, and Buffy didn't leave Angel's house, she said she wouldn't, why he made a trip to the hospital. While she was gone, Buffy was laying in Angel's bed listening to music on her headphones, when she heard the door open, she figured it was Angel, so she went out into the living room, to see him. When she got out there, there was guy with a mask on. He was about 5'10, Buffy guessed. The guy saw Buffy and went over to her with his gun pointing at her. Buffy started to get really scared, she couldn't fight, she couldn't do anything. She was the normal teenager, she always wanted to be. The events that happened next, were all a blur to Buffy. She remembered trying to fight him off. After she lost that, he pinned her down, and then pinned her body down with his body. He raped her, and the whole time, Buffy was praying Angel would hurry up and come back. The guy left, before Angel ever came back. When Angel came down the stairs to his apartment, the door was wide open. When he walked in, he found Buffy, on the floor, curled up in a ball crying, with her clothes torn off. "Buffy, God, what happened?" Angel screamed out, and ran to her side, dropping the blood in his hands on the floor. "Buffy, what happened?" he asked again. "Some guy .......broke in here....and......he....r-r-r-raped me." That's what broke Angel. He couldn't stop crying. "God Buffy, I'm so sorry I didn't get here sooner." "It's not your fault." Angel picked Buffy up, and put her in his bed, and covered her up. Then he got in bed next to her, and held her, and once she fell asleep, he got up, and cleaned up the mess in his apartment, put the blood in the fridge, and shut the door and locked it. After he did all that, he went back in his room, got ready for bed, and curled up next to Buffy, and went to sleep. *~!~*~!~*~!~*~!~*~!~*~!~* End of Part 3 Feedback......pretty please with sugar on top! ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 25 Jun 1998 20:56:08 EDT From: Subject: BUFFYFIC: REPOST:Life's A Bitch(4/?) SEE PART ONE FOR DISCLAIMER Life's A Bitch by: mInDy *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* When Buffy woke up, she looked next to her and saw Angel laying next to her, and the events of the night before came flashing back. She wanted to take a shower so badly. She got up, and carefully got off the bed, careful, not to wake Angel up. She walked into the bathroom crying, and turned on the water. That got Angel up. It took him a minute, to realize what had happened, and who was in his bathroom. Once he did, he ran in the bathroom, and held Buffy back before she got in the shower. "Buffy, DON'T take a shower!" Angel screamed at her. Buffy looked confused and asked, "Why?" "Because, Buffy, if you take a shower, you'll wash off anything that could help identify who the guy is, who raped you." "Oh, ok.......so when am I gonna go to the doctor's then, I don't wanna go alone." Buffy said, looking so young and innocent, why would anybody hurt, Angel thought. "I call Willow, ok?" "Ok." Angel went and called Willow, and told her everything, that happened. Willow was over in a matter of minutes to help her friend. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* On the way back from the doctor's, Buffy and Willow sat in silence. The doctor had told Buffy news that she did not want to hear. The doctor had said that the chance of catching this guy wasn't that great. And that had really upset Buffy, she wanted this guy to pay, and Willow figured so did Angel. Willow tried all she could, but she really didn't know how to help Buffy. "Buffy?" "Yeah Will." "You know if you need anything, just talk to me, I'll listen, I'm really good at listening, you can ask Xander, when we were little kids, I use to listen to him all the time, but then he talks all the time, well anyways, look at this I keep rambling on, I think I'll shut-up now." "Thanks Will, that may not seem like a lot, but that really means something to me." "Well, Buffy, you're my best friend, I am always gonna be here for you." "Thanks, I needed to hear that." The rest of the way home, was in more silence, but comfortable silence. Untill Willow turned on the radio, and Mariah Carey's song "Anytime You Need A Friend" came on, and the two of them just looked at each other, thinking the exact same thing. That Buffy would get through this, with the help of her friends. Buffy started singing the song, and then Willow joined in. Willow may not have known how to help her friend, but this was a start. < If you're lonely And need a friend And troubles seem like They never end Just remember to keep the faith And love will be there to light the way Anytime you need a friend I will be here You'll never be alone again So don't you fear Even if you're miles away I'm by your side So don't you ever be lonely Love will make it alright When the shadows are closing in And your spirit diminishing Just remember you're not alone And love will be there To guide you home Anytime you need a friend I will be here You'll never be alone again So don't you fear Even if you're miles away I'm by your side So don't you ever be lonely Love will make it alright If you just believe in me I will love you endlessly Take my hand Take me into your heart I'll be there forever baby I won't let go I'll never let go Anytime you need a friend I will be here You'll never be alone again So don't you fear Even if you're miles away I'm by your side So don't you ever be lonely It's alright It's alright> *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* END PART 4 ------------------------------ End of buffyfic-digest V2 #244 ****************************** To subscribe to buffyfic or buffyfic-digest, send the command subscribe buffyfic-digest or subscribe buffy to majordomo@xmission.com. 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