From: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com (buffyfic-digest) To: buffyfic-digest@lists.xmission.com Subject: buffyfic-digest V2 #263 Reply-To: $SENDER Sender: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com Errors-To: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com Precedence: bulk buffyfic-digest Friday, July 17 1998 Volume 02 : Number 263 In this issue: BUFFYFIC: Charlotte Sometimes (part 46) BUFFYFIC: Libidinous 6/? BUFFYFIC: Chronicles (20/?) See the end of the digest for information on (un)subscribing to the buffyfic or buffyfic-digest mailing lists and on how to retrieve back issues. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Thu, 16 Jul 1998 00:34:09 -0700 From: _-Sun-_ Subject: BUFFYFIC: Charlotte Sometimes (part 46) Title: Charlotte Sometimes (part 46) Author: _-SuN-_ Email Addie: Kbleyle@Earthlink.Net Rating: R (Well, I AM making someone insane here....) Warning: There are lots of violent parts! And a coupe sexual scenes. Nothing a 15 year old living in 1998 couldn't read I think - but I'm just warning you. Also: You think this is getting wild? Try experiencing it first hand! (sympathy towards Drusilla may be sent after you read this) *g* Feedback: Yes! Send it now! Disclaimer: Drusilla and Angelus belong to Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, Sandollar, 20th Century, the WB, etc. The Story and the other characters cast are mine! :P~ (but they all die anyways soo...) Summary: How *did* Drusilla become a vampire? Charlotte Sometimes (Part 46) Angelus stretched out his legs as he stood up, staring at the small girl laying on the bed. Not that he was afraid to see this when she woke. It was just... He had never done such a hideous thing before... She was young. Probably too young. Perhaps for the first time in 100 years he felt regret. Angelus shrugged. Shit happens. And anyways the child would be awakening soon to her new life. Presuming the whole thing went okay, and he was missing Drusilla terribly. * "I want to go home" at least now she wasn't screaming.. Like a child, Ian smirked.. A child who knew they're not gonna get their wish, but won't stop nagging nonetheless. She slide into the bed, waiting for Ian to tuck her in. And he possibly would have, had it not been for the ever watchful gaze of Angelus' eyes glittering in the window. Ian frowned and looked elsewhere. He turned to leave "I have to retire for the night," He began only to be stopped by the whimpering Drusilla "But don't you worry, I'll be back..." Ian paused before blowing out the candle to look at her innocent eyes. He mourned for her, such an innocent creature. Whatever spell she had cast wrong, or karma she had let off she was undeserving of the awful wrath Angelus could bring - was bringing. "Don't be afraid." * It was just when sleep had fallen that he entered. Drusilla's mind collapsed and she watched her memories explode like a shattered window. Before her lips parted to scream her eyes impacted with the cause of this sight. She gasp and jumped, running just as far as the wall and slamming into it and down on her knee's. Dru's eyes opened... "Shhhh," Angelus whispered moving timidly closer to the girl whimpering on the floor. "Shhhh." She raised her mouth to scream when she noticed something new in his demeanor. Not only was he wearing a blue shirt with gray like pants, but he was holding a bouquet of roses. * Angelus smiled, titling the flowers closer to her. "I'm not going to hurt you Drusilla" He smiled his most charming smile realizing she most likely couldn't see in the darkness unlike himself. But she was transfixed on the flowers he held. Huh.. Angelus chuckled moving only nearer enough so that he could lay then on her sprawled out legs with stretched arms then jumped onto the feathered bed. * Her mother used to bring her flowers. White and pink, and purple, and red flowers when she was sick, or sad, on her birthday on holiday's. The house would reek of musk from the elaborate petals. And now he came. Bringing her another torture to prove his love. * "You know Dru, this place really isn't you..." "Angel or demon?" She whispered as he took his next breath for the sentence. "Funny you should ask," A curious demon smiled titling on his elbow to gaze at her still transfixed on the flowers he'd brought. "I know the names confusing..." he continued slowly not knowing if she was listening, talking more to ease his nerves, slowly speaking words he thought she wanted her hear, until he was aware of her starting to stand. "Drusilla?" He asked bouncing off the bed to stand also. "Dru? Darling?" He reached his arm out to her moving body. His ice fingers touched her and she screamed bolting for the door. Angelus hissed and grabbed her wrist exciting a more treacherous scream from her. His grasp let up remembering the witches pit and she staggered a few feet backwards to stare shaking as her wide eyes met his. Angelus's gaze roamed all over her body quickly not sure of what was wrong, not sure for the second time tonight (as a matter of counting...) "Are you alright?" He asked wishing there had been a little bit of feeling in his voice. "Drusilla?" Angelus stepped back giving her room. There was no way she could get out of this room, he'd heard Ian lock the door, and the window was blocked by himself. Angelus stepped backwards until he hit the bed again, more than two yards away. "I'm not going to hurt you." he promised again, "I came here, to be with you. Drusilla? Be with me tonight?" - -- _-SuN-_ Http://home.earthlink.net/~kbleyle/ Guardian of Spike's Need to be Violent to Others And of Spike's *Need* to Torture people with Railroad Spikes. _ - _Spikette _ Dru's Dolly - Mercenary_ - _ _ - _ Head Dominatrix in the Evil _ - _ _ - _ Plan For World Domination, _ - _ _ - _ With Chains and Stuff _ - _ ------------------------------ Date: Thu, 16 Jul 1998 18:01:35 EDT From: Subject: BUFFYFIC: Libidinous 6/? Title~ Libidinous 6/? Author~ Shani Notes~ in psychoanalytlic theories, the libido is the driving force behind all human actions Summary~ A Buffy/Angel story with a few twists. Involves characters from General Hospital, but yoiu don’t have to watch GH to understand this fic. I did change a thing or two around for you GH fans. Disclaimer~ All characters of Buffy the Vampire Slayer belong to Joss Whendon, Mutant Enemy Productions, Kuzui Enterprises, Sandollar Productions, and 20th Century Fox. “On My Own” is from the Musical Les Miserables and can be found on the Les Miserables soundtrack (Act II). All characters of General hospital belong to ABC. Chapter 6, On My Own Buffy was in a daze. She knew that this wasn’t as bad as Angel being in Hell. She knew that there may be a way to fix it. She also knew that she had just gotton him back, and that it was too soon to loose him again. She shouldn’t ever loose him again. It should have been her, not him. Never him. < And now the night is near I can make believe he's here Sometimes I walk alone at night When everybody else is sleeping I think of him and I'm happy With the company I'm keeping The city goes to bed And I can live inside my head> She felt alone. The way he’d pushed her down and the way he spoke to her, it was almost like Angelus. It wasn’t Angelus, it was Arcanus, but a demon none the less. She loved a demon again, rather, her love was a demon again. How could she fix this? If Arcanus had jumped from Lucky to Angel, maybe he would do it again. Still, what about the sunlight? Angel could be gone forever... If she closed her eyes, she could see his face. If she listened closely, she could almost hear him whisper ‘I love you.’ Almost wasn’t good enough. Pretending is so far from the real thing. Nikolas and Stefan had left her to collect herself. I was time to find them. It was time to put a stop to Arcanus and save Angel. < Without him I feel his arms around me And when I lose my way I close my eyes And he has found me> “Hey.” She said. Stefan and Nikolas turned. Buffy managed a small smile. Nikolas came over to her. “How are you doing?” He asked her softly. “I’ve been better, though I’ve been worse. I’ll better once this is over.” She told him. But, this would never be over. Not for her at least. She led Nikolas over to Stefan. “How can I stop Arcanus?” She asked flatly. “I’ve brought some books that I think may be quite useful to us.” A voice said from behind. A voice that carried a heavy English accent. “But hey, if they don’t help, at least we got to come to New York.” Another voice added. Buffy turned. There stood Xander, Willow and Giles. Buffy’s hopes rose. She no longer felt so completely alone, but the emptiness was still there. She ran across the room. The three smiled and embraced her. She wanted to apologize, but didn’t know how. How do you apologize for all that she has done? Giles saw the pain in her eyes. She opened her mouth to speak, but he stopped her. “There is no reason for apologies.” He told her softly. Then added, “Your mother wanted to come but something came up. An urgent client or something of the sort.” Buffy nodded. She looked at them, each in turn. She could see the relief in Giles’ and Willow’s face. When she looked at Xander, she saw more. There was no time to ask him what was up now, she’d have to save it for later. She quickly introduced the bunch to Stefan and Nikolas. She could see Xander was jealous of Nik already. < I love him But when the night is over He is gone The river's just a river Without him The world around me changes The trees are bare and everywhere The streets are full of strangers> “What’ve ya got?” The Slayer asked her Watcher. He could see the hope in her eyes. He had missed her so much. There will be time for that later. He noticed a women come into the room, talk to Stefan, and leave. “There has been a murder.” Stefan stated. “Jessica Martinez, a student at the Port Charles High School. She was involved in gang activity and so far that is the explaination that is being used. Do not be alarmed. The PCPD is highly stupid.” “How was she really murdered? How does Arcanus kill?” “Well, umm....” Giles trailed off as he began flipping through some books. “He stabs them in the heart, then drinks their life.” “So he’s like a vamp?” “No, vampires consider blood to be life because without it, most organisms would die. Arcanus does not drink blood, he drinks what known as libido.” Giles corrected. “Libido?” Willow jumped in on the convorsation. “It’s believed to be the main force behind all human actions. Though it is invisible, it is believed by certain religions that without libido the heart and brain would no longer function.” “So, how do I stop him?” Buffy asked again. “Don’t you mean ‘we’?” Xander said. “No, you’re going to stay out of this. I don’t want you to get hurt. This is my job, you shouldn’t have to pay for it.” “It’s my fault.” Xander blurted. “What are you talking about?” Buffy asked him. “When, when Willow sent me to tell you something before you fought Angel...I..I gave you the wrong message.” Buffy looked at him, her eyes telling him to continue. “She wanted me to tell you that she was trying to recurse him again...” “What? That’s not what you told her?!” Willow said angrily. “You said, you told me Willow said to ‘kick his ass.’” Buffy turned away. If she had known that Will was trying to recurse Angel, then she would have changed her plan. She would have tried to buy time...tried to stop Angel from awakening Acathla. “Buff..” “Don’t. We are going to find out how to stop Arcanus, we are going to get Angel back, and you are going to tell him what you just told me.” Buffy told him, her voice dangerously soft. < I love him But every day I'm learning All my life I've only been pretending> Buffy could tell that she was not the only one that was shocked by Xander’s confession. ‘I can’t think about that right now. I have to focus on killing Arcanus, without hurting Angel.’ She loved Xander as a friend, but it would take time to forgive him. But, she was willing to forgive him. She had never forgiven Jenny Calander before she died and she wasn’t going to let that senario happen again. She would keep them all alive if it cost her her life. Isn’t that what the Slayer’s for? < Without me His world would go on turning A world that's full of happiness That I have never known I love him I love him I love him But only on my own.> ------------------------------ Date: Fri, 17 Jul 1998 18:10:24 -0700 From: taygeta@juno.com (Charity C. T.) Subject: BUFFYFIC: Chronicles (20/?) TITLE: Chronicles of the White Knight #20 Wishing AUTHOR: Taygeta E-MAIL: taygeta@juno.com FEEDBACK: Pretty please with a cherry on top! DISTRIBUTION: Sure, just tell me first. RATING: PG-13 DESCRIPTION: Buffy/Xander fanfic series DISCLAIMER: The characters any such reference to Buffy the Vampire Slayer television series belong to their creator, Joss Whedon, and their owners, Mutant Enemy productions, Kuzui Productions, Sandollar Productions, and 20th Century Fox. In other words, they do not belong to me. Copyright infringement not intended. ****************************** Chronicles of the White Knight #20 Wishing By: Taygeta Xander walked towards the door as the ceremony to restore Angel's soul began to take place, but he gave a reassuring smile to Buffy before he left. She returned his grin and mouthed, "Love ya," as Willow began to speak the Latin words. He nodded and answered with a silent, "I love you, too…good luck." The atmosphere in the library was too intense for him to handle. It was as if an invisible smoke had seeped into the room, causing his lungs and throat to tighten, so much that he could barely breath. Once outside, he began to feel better, but whatever might have occurred today to make the day better, no matter what, today was going to stay decidedly gloomy. "Xander…are you all right?" Giles asked feeling rather unwanted since he had no part in the spell. The 17-year-old smiled, "Um…yeah…I guess, if you can call a day good when your girlfriend decides to resurrect her ex…I'm doing fine…I'm surfin' cloud nine." Giles game him a look, "Xander…" He sighed, "Okay…so I'm not feeling too great about all of this, but I'm dealing…I'll be fine." "There are certain things that Buffy feels she must do…this being one of them. I hope that with this she can find the closure she's been looking for," he said with a sigh. "Yeah…I know, no matter how hard she tries to hide it, this whole Angel thing has got her maxi wigged and she thinks it's all her fault, but I don't blame her for anything. I don't think Angel would blame her for anything…it was one of those wicked hexes in life, y'know? Something you never thought would happen," Xander said and then he eyed the Watcher carefully, "Kinda like how Ms. Calendar's death is your wicked hex." Giles glanced up at the young man and a painful look struck his face, "Y-yes…I suppose you can say that, Xander…I miss her, I really do." "What I don't understand is…why do you want Angel back…if technically he killed Ms. Calendar?" "It's not so simple as that," was his reply, "I hate Angelus with all the rage in my heart, obviously, for what he did to Jenny, but I can't hate Angel for doing something he had no control over. It was Jenny's want to bring him back…to not feel guilty, and I rather hope she didn't feel guilty in death…and if she did…I'd rather wish I can't take that guilt and make it go away. Well, I suppose I better get back into the library, just in case, but you do understand what I mean?" Xander nodded, as the librarian began to walk away, "Yeah…I know what you're talking about, and G-man?" "Yes, Xander?" Giles said as he opened the door. 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