From: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com (buffyfic-digest) To: buffyfic-digest@lists.xmission.com Subject: buffyfic-digest V2 #355 Reply-To: $SENDER Sender: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com Errors-To: owner-buffyfic@lists.xmission.com Precedence: bulk buffyfic-digest Sunday, October 18 1998 Volume 02 : Number 355 In this issue: BUFFYFIC: IOHM (9/10) BUFFYFIC: Buffy Fan Fiction BUFFYFIC: test See the end of the digest for information on (un)subscribing to the buffyfic or buffyfic-digest mailing lists and on how to retrieve back issues. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: Fri, 23 Oct 1998 23:07:14 -0700 From: taygeta@juno.com (C. Catherine) Subject: BUFFYFIC: IOHM (9/10) TITLE: In Opacitatem Habitant Modo #9 Druscilla AUTHOR: Taygeta E-MAIL: taygeta@juno.com FEEDBACK: Very muchly wanted (bad or good...whatever the complaint) DISTRIBUTION: Sure, just tell me first. RATING: PG-13 KEYWORDS: Buffy is blind. Various POVs. DISCLAIMER: The characters portrayed in this fanfic and any such reference to Buffy the Vampire Slayer television series belong to their creator, Joss Whedon, and their owners, Mutant Enemy productions, Kuzui Productions, Sanddollar Productions, and 20th Century Fox. In other words, they do not belong to me. Copyright infringement not intended. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Opacitatem Habitant Modo #9 Druscilla By: Taygeta His ashes…they lie scattered on the floor where last they fell when *she* drove a stake into his heart. There in the cracked cement he lies in itsy-bitsy pieces…it's all I've got left of him…of Spike - my Spike - he is gone…and SHE took him away. Murderess! Destroyer! Slayer! She is but all and more - a thorn at my side that gnaws at me night and day and day and night. For all of this - for the humanity felt by my Angel, for the death of Spike, for the times near that she has wanted to destroy me and all - I shall vow to the my creator her end. She will die. She will pay for what she has done to us - to me. Buffy the Vampire Slayer…slayer of my happy family no more…will be no more. Yes, I have taken her eyes…those precious eyes…and I have left her in the dark. She is lost in the bloody Black where I dwell my days away. And although, I know that she is suffering in life now and revel in that very knowledge, I want more - I crave more. Before I take a knife to her dainty, little throat…or pierce her beating heart like she did my Spike…before any harm comes to her - physically - I want to wring her insides like Mum's kitchen maid did the wash. She may not be able to see her friends suffer, but she will *hear* their cries. Her ears shall bleed as the pain in their screams grow louder and louder and I shall whisper into those very ears, tales of their torture and what she has in store for her own destiny. "Druscilla…" "Angel, leave me be." "You have to eat, Dru…there's no way you can defeat the slayer - you couldn't defeat Xander for that matter - if you don't have your strength." "Leave me be." "Fine, have it your way." Angel wants me dead…I can feel it. He wants to take the joy of destroying her away from me, but he shall never do that. He shall only assist me, when I break her neck - poison her from inside to out - whatever it is that will deem her the *most* painful of ends. Whatever it is that will deem me the satisfaction of destruction…of everything…of anything…Buffy. "In opacitatem habitant modo…we live only in darkness…it is our dwelling, our domicile, our home…your death." ___________________________________________________________________ You don't need to buy Internet access to use free Internet e-mail. Get completely free e-mail from Juno at http://www.juno.com or call Juno at (800) 654-JUNO [654-5866] ------------------------------ Date: Sat, 17 Oct 1998 12:08:11 -0500 From: Michael Held Subject: BUFFYFIC: Buffy Fan Fiction A short piece of Buffy Fan Fiction is located at: http://www.2diefor.com/buffyfic.htm I hope to add more soon. Thanks. - -- Michael C. Held Palatine, Illinois mheld@starnetinc.net http://pwp.starnetinc.com/mheld/ http://www.2diefor.com ------------------------------ Date: Sun, 25 Oct 1998 18:50:22 -0800 From: taygeta@juno.com (C. Catherine) Subject: BUFFYFIC: test Ignore this message, just testing something... ___________________________________________________________________ You don't need to buy Internet access to use free Internet e-mail. 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